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Currently, I'm grumpy and discontent.
But.
We had a really good weekend. And I ordered Sam's curriculum (from Calvert) on Thursday. She's very excited about the whole thing. Me too.
But.
I can feel myself turning in. And I don't know what I want.
In a small way. In a large way, I want what I have and I'm pretty happy with my life. This isn't a huge existential crisis (thank ghods for spell check, because I can't spell existential for the life of me). It's just something that's been hitting me off and on for the past couple of weeks.
It'd be a lot easier if I knew what I wanted. But I guess that's a given.
So, to sum up, my life doesn't suck, I'm just living in the mood playground.
But.
We had a really good weekend. And I ordered Sam's curriculum (from Calvert) on Thursday. She's very excited about the whole thing. Me too.
But.
I can feel myself turning in. And I don't know what I want.
In a small way. In a large way, I want what I have and I'm pretty happy with my life. This isn't a huge existential crisis (thank ghods for spell check, because I can't spell existential for the life of me). It's just something that's been hitting me off and on for the past couple of weeks.
It'd be a lot easier if I knew what I wanted. But I guess that's a given.
So, to sum up, my life doesn't suck, I'm just living in the mood playground.