MoodCrash

I was feeling fine...ok, my back hurts like a mofo, but Sam's sleeping in the bed, we got confirmation of our Darkover memberships...stuff's going well.

Till I got my emotional legs kicked out from under me...no *IDEA* what's going on...nothing bad happened...but I am seriously on the verge of tears. I fucking *hate* not knowing why I feel a certain way. Especially this, that has *NO* reason...nothing...its a beautiful day, things are going pretty well...and I feel like going into a dark room and sobbing.

Fuck.

I've been writing to people...four so far. I think I'll hold off for a while though. This is not a mood for writing letters...at least not "Hi, how are you, I'm not dead, hope you're the same" type letters.

A, I'm sorry for leaving you hanging like that...though, it *will* be hours after when I write...I never *did* say how many hours.*half-smile* Sammy barfed right after I left my comment and the rest of the day was...less than joy.

And its not even PMS...maybe PostMS?(Yeah, I know it works out to PMS...that's Not My Fault.)

I'm gonna go...do something. And hopefully not cry.

Love you guys.

MoodCrash

I was feeling fine...ok, my back hurts like a mofo, but Sam's sleeping in the bed, we got confirmation of our Darkover memberships...stuff's going well.

Till I got my emotional legs kicked out from under me...no *IDEA* what's going on...nothing bad happened...but I am seriously on the verge of tears. I fucking *hate* not knowing why I feel a certain way. Especially this, that has *NO* reason...nothing...its a beautiful day, things are going pretty well...and I feel like going into a dark room and sobbing.

Fuck.

I've been writing to people...four so far. I think I'll hold off for a while though. This is not a mood for writing letters...at least not "Hi, how are you, I'm not dead, hope you're the same" type letters.

A, I'm sorry for leaving you hanging like that...though, it *will* be hours after when I write...I never *did* say how many hours.*half-smile* Sammy barfed right after I left my comment and the rest of the day was...less than joy.

And its not even PMS...maybe PostMS?(Yeah, I know it works out to PMS...that's Not My Fault.)

I'm gonna go...do something. And hopefully not cry.

Love you guys.