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I don't *do* NY Resolutions, partially because they're cliche' and partially 'cause I don't want to be disappointed with myself if I can't do everything on my list.
But, I do need to do something this year. Two things, really.
Make ftf friends in the area (either with people who I know online or hanging around somewhere till someone starts talking to me.) (Yeah, the shy chick's gonna be able to do that. I'll try, but *Damn* I'm bad at doing something like that without some sort of jumpstart.)
And keep in better touch with the friends I've already got. And Go See People. I have this feeling that there are people who think I hate them 'cause I've been hermit-wench for so long.
A lot of that has to do with all the shit that went down last year. Especially when we were living in the basement. Coming back from the Annex hurt *so* much. And it didn't hurt all that less when we had to come back from having fun somewhere.
So, I got into this habit of being a mostly online entity, when it came to friends. And now, the rut is well worn and I'm trying to climb out. I may need a shove from time to time. But, it isn't about anyone but me. I'm not trying to avoid anyone or anything, anymore. (Any questions?;)
So, that's where I am right now. Still missing so many people, and trying to fecking *Do* something about it.
But, I do need to do something this year. Two things, really.
Make ftf friends in the area (either with people who I know online or hanging around somewhere till someone starts talking to me.) (Yeah, the shy chick's gonna be able to do that. I'll try, but *Damn* I'm bad at doing something like that without some sort of jumpstart.)
And keep in better touch with the friends I've already got. And Go See People. I have this feeling that there are people who think I hate them 'cause I've been hermit-wench for so long.
A lot of that has to do with all the shit that went down last year. Especially when we were living in the basement. Coming back from the Annex hurt *so* much. And it didn't hurt all that less when we had to come back from having fun somewhere.
So, I got into this habit of being a mostly online entity, when it came to friends. And now, the rut is well worn and I'm trying to climb out. I may need a shove from time to time. But, it isn't about anyone but me. I'm not trying to avoid anyone or anything, anymore. (Any questions?;)
So, that's where I am right now. Still missing so many people, and trying to fecking *Do* something about it.